My husband, trying to be helpful really, tells me I need to move on. I know through my own medical background that it is different for each of us dealing with grief.
I am not ready to "move on". I have better days than I used to, but it is still with me most every moment of everyday. I miss her and that is the human in me. My brain tells me she is so happy now. My brain knows that someday I WILL understand. My brain tells me I need to be about God's work so that someday I can be with her.
My heart just misses my little sister. The one that i fed, changed diapers for, took for haircuts, shopped for clothes, watched go through dating and marriage, and helped have babies. so much more than even all that. I talked with her almost daily. And for all of this, I know Annette has to miss her more.
I can't move on. Not yet.
About Me
- evonne6kid
- I am a mom to 6 great children. Step mom to one daughter, I have four daughters, 2 sons. Ages from 29down to 14. They are my greatest achievement, of course my wonderful husband Doug helped with that. They are all single births, same husband, same marriage, not mormon or catholic. We just like big families. We have great holidays and birthday get together s. I am a RN, diploma for now, working on furthering that into a nurse practitioner. I miss my sister Evette greatly.
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3 comments:
I am glad to see you are healing! I love you and all that you are! You are such an amazing woman. You still inspire me.
You are truly a beautiful person. I love your blog. Thank you for telling me about it. And writing through your grief might be helpful by giving you a chance to express your feelings without interruption.
OH! I almost forgot--HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! I hope that it is a bright, fun day for you, surrounded by family and friends.
Thank you for including me I really enjoyed your blog and all the information on what is going on with your family. I know your birthday was good but I also know there was a missing part. The first's are always the hardest to get through. I know it's hard remember I love you and your family.
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